zaterdag, november 29, 2003

brekele

cef ... yammering out of control at 11:06:00 p.m. ::

maandag, november 24, 2003

hehehe....maapin kalo ada salah kata2...hihihi...met takbiran ya ntar malemmm!!! hehehe...seneng yak...hahahah... dah ah...ntar gw malah pengen ngikut lagi! heuhuehue...!!
warnanya gmana? hahahah...cucok nggak?! hsuahsuahuashua... ngga ketemu ijo yang kayak fariedz sarankan! hehehehe...

HAVE A NICE DAY YA'LL!

ih ada the osbournes! nonton dulu ah! hehe...saya suka lho...

cef ... yammering out of control at 12:11:00 a.m. ::

zondag, november 23, 2003

Right Now Stuff :

track : Nasum - the black swarm
mood :cape.....................
Wearing : baju dr marfie yg punk not die,trus pake jaket,pake clana tidur
Eating: nasi goreng..laper euy!
drinkin' : teh
thinkin bout : mampus account y!m-nya reza ada yang make!
talking to : nyokap, di cetingan si rezasu
watching : Mtv - whatever things

nah sodara-sodara...!!!
tadi kan abis dari anyer tuh yaa...gw beli clana ampe 3...hihihi..kalap men...abis gitu jadinya gw pake spatu..
ngga jadi beli sendal,mengingat duid gua yang BANYAK! ngga enak minta ma nyokap...jadi cuman minta beliin batre..

btw,gua jadi demen the used! soalnya tadi dijalan dengerinnya the used mulu...abis udah terlanjur enak.. terus pas jalan2 di pantai dengerin life for anything else kan..mantap... tadi di pantai dingin bgt deh..
ngga nyesel bawa jaket. [yang masih gw pake sampe saat ini]

tapi akibat jalan2 jadinya kepanasan...hahahaha...jadinya tuh jaket cuman nemplok di bahu..hueheuheuheu...
bikin tattooo...temporary menggunakan tinta Bali...(pantes aja mahal! gw baru dikasi tau kalo tinta bali tuh mahal)... salah bgt gw natto...gw ngga mau yang ada di bukunya sono..gw gambar ndiri...alhasil..tangan gw skarang blepotan dan sbulan lagi baru ilang! bahkan gw ampe ngobrol2 ama yang natto-in...hahaha...lagian gw pelanggan yang ngga tau diri...udah digambarin gw mo gambar ndiri..hheehhe....gw juga bilang ama yang natto-in kalo gw ini penglaris.. soalnya sejak gw dateng,ada 2 orang lagi yang bikin...hehehe...ya u know lah tempat tuh orang bikin tatto di mana... di punggung bagian bolongnya kaos buntung dia,dan satu lagi kayak si eve... walah....mana ada yang mo liat.. kayak gue gitu lho..di tangan di deket jempol 2-2nya...hahaha...tadinya mo di pergelangan tangan..tapi ngga kliatan kali yeeeeee....

walah! banyak nyamuknya neh! gw pake jaket tapi pake celana tidur...celana pendek..jadinya kaki yang diincer...

hah...mo masang lagu ah...udah capeee....besok mosting lagi yaa...hihihi...[lagi smangat neeee!]

I Will Be Heard - Hatebreed

Now is the time for me to rise to my feet
Wipe the spit from my face
Wipe these tears from my eyes

Now is the time for me to rise to my feet
Wipe the spit from my face
Wipe these tears from my eyes
I've got to take my life back
One chance to make it right
I've gotta have my voice be heard
And bring meaning to this life
Cause I trusted for nothing
I've been led astray
I've been tried and trusted
But i won't accept defeat
Now I've done things I regret
And it's time to reverse the rolls
I just want to make good on the promise that I have made

I will be
I will be heard
I will be heard

Through the worst we prevail
So our voices will be heard
Through the worst we prevail
So our voices will be heard

Now is the time for me to rise to my feet
Wipe the spit from my face
Wipe these tears from my eyes
I've got to take my life back
One chance to make it right
I've gotta have my voice be heard
And bring meaning to this life
Cause I trusted for nothing
I've been led astray
I've been tried and trusted
But i won't accept defeat
Now I've done things I regret
And it's time to reverse the rolls
I just want to make good on the promise that I have made

I will be
I will be heard
I will be heard

ih...baru diperatiin bener2 skarang...meaningnya bagus bgt lho...wih..ngga salah lagu pilihan gw...tadi pas pertama posting,lagunyasi Nasum...skarang udah ganti jadi Hatebreed lagi..hehehe...

dompet baru gw,gw taro mana ya?

cef ... yammering out of control at 11:43:00 p.m. ::

Right Now Stuff :

track : Nasum - sometimes dead is better
mood :seneng karena cd Nasum temen gw ktinggalan!
Wearing : baju mxpx item ma clana tidur
Eating: nothing
drinkin' : sunkist
thinkin bout : besok anyer bisa bangun ngga!
talking to : No One
watching : Mtv - the strokes - 12:51

btw,udah liat video-nya the white stripes yang baru? mereka itu slalu kreatip ya bikin video buat mereka... keren aja... meskipun gua tau itu bikinnya capek abisss....musti sedia drum,ampli brapa ratus tuh...

hmmmmm...tadi iseng2 ke mall...liat2 di cs [city surf] ngeliat nih dompet...waaaa...biru-nya gw demen...ada kupu2nya...ya,gw liat cuman sekilas doang,soalnya temen gw lagi ribut nyari topi,soalnya topi lamanya dia rusak... nah,terus gw panggil temen gw sientty, gw tanya,tuh dompet bagus pa kaga...dia bilang sih bagus...waaa..tanduk udah mule muncul nih...

"ei,liat harganya donk" tunjuk temen gw ke lable harganya ...
100rb!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....makin muncul buntut di blakang kan...
nah..udahlah,gw bilang gw simpen aja nih duit buat keperluan gua yang laen...
temen gw udah dukung gua buat beli,soalnya dompet gw yang ini udah rada kucel dan selamanya dompet gw itu hadiah dari orang,soalnya waktu gw beli sendiri,malah ilang, gw inget tuh dompet cewe,volcom...
bentuknya yang lebar gitu tapi bukan kayak dompet cewe,biasa aja...kbanyakan orang ketipu,katanya gw udah mulai feminin...ternyata pas dibuka kayak dompet cowo juga! gua demen abis ama tuh dompet...gwliat ngga ada yang punya [gw demen kalo ngga ada orang yang punya..ngga norak! kayak baju kubik gw..ngga ada yang punya lhoo!] hahahaha...nah..temen gw ganti aliran,dia ke cs,nah...gw liat itu dompet lagi...

wadaaaooowww... koq kayaknya gw disuruh beli gini ya??? udah gitu ya udah gw akhirnya stuju beli...nah..pas di sana kan ada 3 dompet yang sama,temen gw bilang "cari yang paling bagus!" dalem ati gw dasar hikidt!!!

ya,karena gw orangnya ngga telitian,gw suruh temen gw si sientty buat mereksa (dia orangnya teliti abiss) nah,akhirnya dipreksa2..hahahaha...ketemu juga cacatnya! untung gw ngga sendirian tadi! hahahaha...

nah sudah...ludes duid gw hari ini 100rb...anj*************ng....tau gitu ngga usah ngeliat dompet...
100rb itu buat brapa hari ya??? ah sabodo teuing ah..masi ada temen ini...hahahaha...

oh iya...ntar katanya gw mo diajak ke anyer ama bokap...tadi pas siang dikasi tau gw cuman bisa bilang "ha?" ampe 4x...tumben2an amat mo jalan! untung gw ntar ngga ada acara!
walahhhhh...ke anyer pake apa iniiii??? spatu ato sendal? kalo sendal sayang! kalo spatu sayang juga! ngga usah pake apa2 kali yaa...ntar beli sendal jepit aja ah di warung..ama beli batre...[soalnya lagi dipinjemin kaset in-flight program...]

eh iya...akhir2 ini gw lagi ngalamin syndrom takut ngomong ama orang and keramaian...apa ya namanya... rapa gw tanyain doski lupa...walahhh...

ya udah ya...besok mau bangun jam brapa inih???? hahaha..daaaaaaaaaaa....

cef ... yammering out of control at 1:25:00 a.m. ::

zaterdag, november 22, 2003

iseng2 ngga ada kerjaan,bikin list ttg my favourite things...

my playlist : karena lagi pasang CD Hatebreed,jadi lagu2nya Hatebreed...[lagi demen,euy!]

my fave. genre : hmm..yang gw demen...melodic punk,hc,punk-rock,powerviolence,brutal death metal [lumayan]

my fave band : Nofx [tentu!],mxpx,rufio,sick of change,anjing tanah,4 nu fan,the bahamas,disconnected,new found glory,hatebreed,goldfinger,rocketrockers,sendal jepit,harvest,dilinger escape plan,shaggy dog,less than jake,unwritten law, finch,vision of disorder,american head charge,poison the well,not available,deformity,suffocation,strung out,jimmy eat worldwalls of jericho,rancid,blink-182,life for anything else [thx to chandra yg ngasiin gw kasetnya..],charles bronson,X-12,djiwalangkadji[support band-nya adya!] hehehe...kayaknya udah...

my fave song : epicure[harvest],small talk[ex number five],axtx album pertama,forget my name[NFG],i will be heard[hatebreed],nona malam[shaggy dog],on my weekend[4 nu fan],ska sucks[propagandhi],drunk n' pogo[out of control],plying soldier again[walls of jericho],firecracker[strung out],the brews[NOFX],finishkan[rocketrockers],it's your life[goldfinger],kkk took my baby away[yg mxpx],sheena is a punk rocker[ramones],baby one more time[bowling for soup],answers[goldfinger],no lie[fenix tx],donut dan[goldfinger],

my fave book : supernova "akar",akademos,eiffel i'm in love[katro ye]

my fave movie : the fast and the furious,xXx,2 fast 2 furious,amercian histoty X,hahaha...aadc..masterminds,the italian job,S.W.A.T,walah...byk lah ya...JACKASS!!!!!!! Southpark !!!!!!

my favourit TV show : charmed,just shoot me,dark angel,the drew carrey show,whose line is it anyway?,ally mcbeal,fear factor,ripley's believe it or not,guiness world of records...

udah sgini dulu..hahahah...

cef ... yammering out of control at 3:28:00 p.m. ::

donderdag, november 20, 2003

bagus yaa gambarnya...hehe...intinya,gw mo nanya...apa sih kegunaan payung?? kemaren gw kan lagi nungguin anjing gw pulang ngapel dari rumah cewe-nya... kan ujan2 tuh...gw kan pake payung [gila,sinetron bgt] tapi koq tetep aja ya? basah juga....ngga tangan gw ngga kaki gw..apa payung gunanya cuman untuk nutupin kpala? kalo gitu kantong plastik aja juga bisa dong? yah pokoknya,kemaren tuh payung ngasi gua inspirasi ttg nulis blog... hahahaha....

bah...libur...bangunnya jam 8,kencing bentar,tidur lagi bablas jam 2..hahahaha....gila...gua kalo OD mungkin selain OD teh botol [teh botol gw rasa menimbulkan efek kecanduan di gua,ngga bisa minum 1...] gua juga OD tidur...heuehuehueheuhuhe....[ada,apa?]

oh iyaaaaaaa.......buat temen gua out there,yang baru putus...be tough yah....
here a song for you

You're Never Alone - Hatebreed

This is for the kids that have no where to turn
Who have nothing to live for
You think you haven't the will to persist
You have to search withinyourself

All the work that you've done in vein
Been overlooked and taken for granted
Only you can end your suffering
You must be honest with yourself
You have nothing left to lose
You feel that everyone's out to get you
Been beaten down but the hate still breathes
Confined by consequence, it's your soul you must release

It's our struggles that define us
And the hardships we endure
Your spirit can't be broken now
You've come too far

All your life
You told yourself you were never alone
All your time
Spent on the problems that have no solution
In your mind
Giving up was never an option
Out of spite
Hold onto the hate that has helped you stay focused

You are one buy you're never alone
You can't atone for every promise you've broken
In this moment there's no way you can fail
You must be honest with yourself
Use your pain to ahieve your goals
Make amends while you can and try to stay focused
You can't be burdened by your lack of control
Never stray from the path you have chosen

It's our struggles that define us
And the hardships we endure
Your spirit can't be broken now
You've come too far

All your life
You told yourself you were never alone
All your time
Spent on the problems that have no solution
In your mind
Giving up was never an option
Out of spite
Hold onto the hate that has helped you stay focused

This is for the kids that have no where to turn
Who have nothing to live for
You think you haven't the will to persist
You have to search within yourself
This spirit can't be broken
It's all you know

It's our struggles that define us
And the hardships we endure
Your spirit can't be broken now
You've come too far

Forever convicted
Convicted

cef ... yammering out of control at 7:11:00 p.m. ::

dinsdag, november 18, 2003

wiiii........hari yang melelahkan...
jalan ke mall cuman beli ringtone (kesian kalo isinya cuman hatebreed yang i will be heard)
[eitz...bodo orang mo pikiran apa,kalo gw masih cinta mall...]
eh,asal tau aje,gw berak di mall....hahahahah...
tapi ternyata asu....ngga ada yang asik lagunya!
tapi gw tetep beli...3..
2 yang wav dessert rose-nya sting ama House of pain yang jump around dongg...mantab itu..
1 yang poliponik yang californication...
walahhh.....abis dah 50ribu hari ini....pulang tinggal 4ribu,sisa duit kemaren...
ya udah makan nasi goreng di deket rumah...enagg...hahaha...
/me hampir tiap hari makan situ,ampe orangnya apal...
udah gitu pas mo pulang,di seret ama temen gw supaya jalan ke rumah temen....
udah masuk gang rumah nih! eh,dibelokin badan gw supaya belok ke kiri...
alhasil belom separo jalan,gw udah minta pulang...soalnya mo kencing dulu
hueheuheu.....terus dia bilang dia juga mo kencing...ya udah! ke rumah gwa dulu..
pas di rumah "eh pinjem telpon ya"...gw ampe tidur2an di lante ngga sadar juga kalo dia make-nya udah lama...pake nangis2 sgala lagi! jam 8 gw diseret habis2an ama dia buat ke rumah temen...udah gitu ke rumah temennya,gw diboncengin!
walah..mending motor! ini sepeda...dengan kecepatan turbo (genjotan maut) dan rem yang yang lebih pakem daripada rem cakram (kaki) hsuahuashusahuhaus.....
gw udah malu aja,ntar dikirain kan die ojek sepeda...hheuheuehue....
udah gitu di rumah temen ampe gw keliling2 8 kali pake sepedanya belom juga udahan...
alhasil gw duduk juga depan rumahnya bareng mereka...
soalnya kalo gw ikut nimbrung kan mereka kerjaannya ngomongin orang...
ntar dosa gua tambah banyak dah! heuehueheueu....
pas pulang jem 9 kan...gw mo diboncengin lagi,gw-nya ngga mau....
mana tempat duduknya ngga ada empuk2nya...keras men...ya gw ngga mau lah...
ya udah...sekarang gw sedang berkutat depan komputer dengan sariawan gw yang SANGAT TIDAK MENGGANGGU hahahah......
Go-far...!! bahasa lu gw pake noh..! huehuehueheu...
ya udah ah..mo gigitin sariawan gw....

cef ... yammering out of control at 9:37:00 p.m. ::

donderdag, november 13, 2003

Punk Rawk Show

we ain't go no place to go
so let's go to the punk rock show
darling take me by the hand
we're gonna see a punk rawk band
there's no use in tv shows
radio or rodeos
i wanna get into the crowd
i wanna hear it played real loud
ain't go no money to pay
we'll get in anyway doesn't matter i don't care
it's fell good so we should share
we're going to the punk rawk show!

cef ... yammering out of control at 11:12:00 a.m. ::

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sengsara ngga punya kazaa.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bahkan ampe skarang gw belom pernah denger feeling this-nya blink...!!!
hix..hix...iis!!!kmana kao..!!
main2 ksini sering2 donkkkk...!!! Iis is my pang sis! hehueheuheuheu......

cef ... yammering out of control at 10:36:00 a.m. ::

udah 2 hari ini...blog yang gw buka terus2an walopun ngga gw baca :
1. natz
2. monyet
3. mine
hehehehe....

oh iyaaa....vierzzzzzz.... gw ngga bisa buka blog loe... gw kan mau lanjutannya saskie...huaaaa....aa....aaaa...

cef ... yammering out of control at 10:24:00 a.m. ::

woensdag, november 12, 2003

fluck ato punkish ya??

cef ... yammering out of control at 2:58:00 p.m. ::

lagi dipinjemin deftones yang white pony
hihihi....koq rada mellow yaa????
terus yang around the fur
/me baru kali ini dengerin headup...pantes aja temen gw suka...
enak lagunya...hehehehe...
aduhh..kmaren yaa...setelah pertimbangan yang cukup lama ditimbang...
akhirnya gw beli rancid ketimbang poison the well...

gw iseng2 beli buku lizzie mcguire yang "when moms attack!"
dan tebakkk gw beli eiffel...i'm in love !!!!
wakakakakakakakaka.........
bosen sihhh...!!!!!

huhhhhh....mo nulis apa lagi ya???
oh iyaaaa....brisik nehhhh!!!
di sebelah rumahny alagi di renov...walahhh.....dari tadi aps gw bangun
ampe gw udah pulang.teteuppp!!!!
brisik abisss....udah gitu ngeselin...huaa.....

oh iya tadi ama monyet ngomongin agnes monica ...
walahh....ngga ada abissnyaaaa...!!!!!
masa sih dia pernah bilang "aliran gue punk rock"
walah...walah.....ngga jauh beda ya ama avril kita yang cantik itu....
avril itu punk rock-nya amrik....kalo Agnes Monica itu punk rock-nya indonesia...
hayahhh.....gaya sih boleh aja,nes...tapi kalo ngaku2 punk rock..ngaca dulu donk...
lu aja masih kalah ama endank soekamti!!! hahahahahaha.....
udah dulu ahh...gw dosa neh..nyelain orang mulu!! hsuashuahsuahsua....
daaaaaaaa......
[long live nyela orang!!!]

cef ... yammering out of control at 2:52:00 p.m. ::

dinsdag, november 11, 2003

hihi...udah lama yah ngga nposting...
saya udah bisa ngga nangis kalo inget rex...hheheheheh
anjing kesayangan saya tuhhhh!!!

gw bingung mo nulis apa...!!
kehidupan saya monoton,ngga ada yang berkesan...
hsauhasuhuas........
hmmm....udah dulu deh ya...mo tidur...belom tidur...

cef ... yammering out of control at 9:57:00 a.m. ::

donderdag, november 06, 2003

Head On Collision

I've been waiting for a good day
I've been holding back long enough
I've been hurting to tell you some things
it's not the falling of the temperature
that's making all our bones run cool
it's the breeze you make
the presence felt when you're around me

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

and I'm still waiting for a good day
I think I've held this long enough
I think it's safe to tell you some things
it's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
it's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

then you were gone
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
another tragic case and I've been
still waiting for a good day
still waiting for a good day

kalo mo nyanyi bg sound-nya ini teks-nya...hihihi.....

sekalian...ini lagui pas banget ama gw...soalnya gw baru ditinggal ama anjing gw yang umurnya baru 10 bulan...hix....nih potonya...



may you rest in peace,ngga dirante lagi.....hehehehe.....jangan bandel2 ya...!!!

cef ... yammering out of control at 5:42:00 p.m. ::

dinsdag, november 04, 2003

/me ganti nick name jadi hehehe....fluck

ngga tau artinya...tapi lucu kaaan? abisnya punkish itu udah banyak yang makeeee!!!

"fluck" ini tercipta waktu si fariedz ngirim poto gw..dan gw save-nya pengennya feli tapi juga kepikiran fuck juga...jadinya fluck... hehehe
jadiiiiiiiiii....kalo masih nge-save pake nama punkish ganti aja...
it's just the past okehh?!?! euheuehuheuee

cef ... yammering out of control at 8:38:00 p.m. ::

thx to sayap imaji for sending me this pic...
tau aja lu...gw bener2 dukung bgt nih,wo!!! ahahahah....

Gerakan Pencerdasan Masyarakat @nti hak-cipta 2004

hihihi...i'm in kalo gtu!!

btw,yang puasa...saur euy! saur

cef ... yammering out of control at 2:34:00 a.m. ::

maandag, november 03, 2003

oh iya...happy b'day to rende..
kmaren sih...heuehu..tapi lupa naro..hhaha....

cef ... yammering out of control at 7:34:00 p.m. ::

hmmm...udah lama ngga posting....hihihi....
gw ngga tau mo posting apa ... soalnya my life was so goddamn bored!!
skarang /me lagi sakit...ngga tau sakit apa...
tadinya pilek,trus skarang jadi batuk2 ngga keruan..
kayaknya gw kena bronchitis... ato paru paru basah ...
soalnya kayak batuk berdahak gono,tapi dahak yang berlebihan gitu...hahaha...
bodo ah! yang penting gw masih bisa enjoy life...heuhuue...
kayaknya yang bikin gw ngga sembuh2 karena gw masih minum aer dingin ama makan gorengan..
waa....gimana bisa cepet sembuh??

/me baru aja dapet pinjeman charles bronson...
akhir2 ini gw jadi lebih demen powerviolence..
tapi karena sesuatu ama clone cd gw...jadinya gw ngga bisa ngopy..
gila,gw udah ngga maen bajakan lagi! gw maennya bajakannya bajakan...lebih asoy....hahahaha....

wihiii...kmarenan naTz nanya ama gw
"NoFx lagunya yang keren apa? lu tau band rufio ngga?"
hihihi.....belom tau dia kalo gw demen abis ama Rufio
gw bilang aja kalo lagu NoFx itu yang paling ok Linoleum (bukan band sby ya,rie) ama kalo yang gw suka itu The Brews....

"we're not gonna take it" itu lagu jadul yak?
less than jake bawain,trus charless bronson juga bawain,walaupun gw ngga bisa ngikutin tapi gw tau intro-nya (bleah..dibawain charles bronson jadi ngga ngerti gini gue!) hahahaha....

oh iya,selain Los Crudos band ug dari Amrik Selatan ono juga ada Gritando HC meskipun namanya HC bukan berarti HC,dia punk gitu....

gw koq mulai ngga nyambung ya,ama ketukkan drum yang pelan....
kayak kmaren gw baru beli Finch,dan The Used... waaaaaa....meskipun emo HC tetep aja gw ngga nyambung... yah,mungkin gw nyambungnya karena vokal-nya dari pelan langsung ooaahhh....heueheheuheue...ngga jelas itu apa...heuehueheuhue...

ya udah deh ya...udah dulu...heuehuehuehue...deeeeee...

cef ... yammering out of control at 7:31:00 p.m. ::