About Me

>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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maandag, januari 12, 2004

Right Now Stuff :

track : new found glory - never give up
mood : happier than yesterday :))
Wearing : baju "you suck" putih ma clana tidur
Eating: nothing
drinkin' : nothing
thinkin bout : blankkkk
talking to : No One
watching : global - cafein [- band nggak penting]
yang di tongkrongin : blog gw, hostingannya si asep, doneeh.com, blog rame2, fariedz


gw lagi nggak bisa posting...entah kenapa yah...gw jadi keinget sekolah yang dulu... temen2 gw yang konyol konyol...bener bener konyol...dari yang disuruh buang sampah ngga mau, bilangnya "yah,bu saya kan mau belajar,ntar kalo nilainya jelek, mama saya marah" ya jelas guru gw ngomong "blajarnya kan udah di rumah" ... terus yang disuruh ngapus papan tulis musti lima menit ngerengek2 dulu,kalo gurunya kekeuh baru die ngapus...wuh...gw juga pernah disuruh bediri karena waktu itu sistem blajar ndiri...jadi kita baca ndiri,dsuru ke depan jelasin,kalo ngga bisa bdiri...hahahah...gw ngga bisa...gw bilang aja gw garis2in doang... hehehe...jadi gw disuru bdiri ampe dia slese jelasin baru gw duduk

bukaaaaaaaaa.. title website-nya downloading is not a crime ... hahaha....gue banget tuh...hahaha!!

tadi abis baca2 blog gw yang lama ... hehe...jadi inget hendra *wave to hendra* hehehe...pakabar loe? udah ngga pernah ksini lagi lu,men!! hahaha...

huaaaaaaaahhhhhh...kangen WGP...kangen lante 29...kangen kenangan di lante 29... kangen pudink.... huhuhuu...adududududu....miris bgt deh gue...huhuhuhuhu...
tolong,,jangan apus ingatan itu...cuman buat gw lupa aja...memori indah..memori penuh kenangan...memori terindah sepanjang hidup [dari gw umur 0 - 16]...saat saat terindah... saat saat persahabatan begitu diutamakan...saat saat bahagia...saat saat kalo pulang malem dimarahin dengan ancaman "sabtu depan ngga boleh keluar!" tapi akhirnya hari sabtu kluwar juga...saat saat dimana pudink masih hidup...huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... *nangis bombay*

thx desiree for a meaningful [but norak] conversation... nih yah

Tentang Tuhan , Mati , dan Tua

shinayo_imaginary (12:08:41 AM): loe takut jadi tua ga?
xpembangkangx (12:08:45 AM): hmmm...
xpembangkangx (12:08:51 AM): gw ngga takut
xpembangkangx (12:08:53 AM): tapi gw ngga mau
xpembangkangx (12:09:00 AM): lu takut mati ngga dit?
shinayo_imaginary (12:09:14 AM): ga...
shinayo_imaginary (12:09:19 AM): hihi
xpembangkangx (12:09:19 AM): sama
xpembangkangx (12:09:21 AM): heehehhe
xpembangkangx (12:09:30 AM): soalnya gw percaya Tuhan itu ada
shinayo_imaginary (12:09:31 AM): kan ada di status bar gw...
xpembangkangx (12:09:41 AM): jadi Dia yang berhak nyabut nyawa gw kapan aja
shinayo_imaginary (12:09:43 AM): gw juga percaya...
xpembangkangx (12:09:46 AM): tapi tolong dengan sangat
xpembangkangx (12:09:50 AM): nggak mau sakit gw
shinayo_imaginary (12:09:51 AM): tp gw ga percaya ama agama
xpembangkangx (12:09:52 AM): shuahsuahauhasuhasu
xpembangkangx (12:09:54 AM): hehehe
xpembangkangx (12:09:59 AM): banyak tuh yang gitu
xpembangkangx (12:10:04 AM): nama pahamnya kalo ngga salah deisme
shinayo_imaginary (12:10:09 AM): sep!!!
shinayo_imaginary (12:10:18 AM): baru mo bilang
xpembangkangx (12:10:23 AM): ehheeh
xpembangkangx (12:10:25 AM): tau ngga
xpembangkangx (12:10:30 AM): dulu gw dapet tugas agama
xpembangkangx (12:10:34 AM): gara2 gw nanya ama anak kul
xpembangkangx (12:10:51 AM): kelompok gw yang nilainya musti dikurangin karena telat ngumpul
shinayo_imaginary (12:10:55 AM): duh...
xpembangkangx (12:10:56 AM): nilainya jadi bagus
shinayo_imaginary (12:11:05 AM): jangan ngomongin tuhan deh...
xpembangkangx (12:11:07 AM): soalnya banyak paham2 yang guru gw ngga ngerti
shinayo_imaginary (12:11:12 AM): gw ga begitu merhatiin...
xpembangkangx (12:11:17 AM): terus gw tau artinya dan gw bisa jelasin
shinayo_imaginary (12:11:20 AM): masalah begonoan...
xpembangkangx (12:11:29 AM): jadinya klompok gw nilainya dapet 8!!!
xpembangkangx (12:11:30 AM): ehehehhe!
xpembangkangx (12:11:35 AM): hebat ya
shinayo_imaginary (12:11:36 AM): sep!!
xpembangkangx (12:11:49 AM): lu meratiin ngga sih?
xpembangkangx (12:11:54 AM): jgn cuman sap sep doang
shinayo_imaginary (12:12:01 AM): iya lah...
xpembangkangx (12:12:07 AM): wuh
shinayo_imaginary (12:12:13 AM): tapi tuhan itu bener urusan pribadi loh!
xpembangkangx (12:12:35 AM): iyah
xpembangkangx (12:12:39 AM): lu udah gw ceritain belom
xpembangkangx (12:12:47 AM): gw ngobrol ama Tuhan pake gw elu?
xpembangkangx (12:12:48 AM): hihihi
shinayo_imaginary (12:12:57 AM): hihi
xpembangkangx (12:13:06 AM): udah belom?
shinayo_imaginary (12:13:30 AM): blom
xpembangkangx (12:13:39 AM): jadi
xpembangkangx (12:13:45 AM): eh mo diceritain ngga nih?
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:05 AM): ZZZZZZZzzzzzz
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:05 AM): ahuahauhauah
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:05 AM): kan mendongeng
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:05 AM): hihi
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:06 AM): terus...
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:23 AM): yah
xpembangkangx (12:14:26 AM): tunggu
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:27 AM): kelamaan!!
xpembangkangx (12:14:29 AM): banyak nyamuk!
xpembangkangx (12:14:32 AM): ehuehue
xpembangkangx (12:14:34 AM): jadi waktu itu
xpembangkangx (12:14:40 AM): gw ke gereja ama kk gw
xpembangkangx (12:14:46 AM): hari sabtu
xpembangkangx (12:14:51 AM): gw ngotot ngga mau kan
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:51 AM): makannya kalo punya komp di kamar!
shinayo_imaginary (12:14:53 AM): huehehe
xpembangkangx (12:14:54 AM): yeeeee
xpembangkangx (12:14:55 AM): ngehe
xpembangkangx (12:15:04 AM): terus
xpembangkangx (12:15:07 AM): pas di gereja
xpembangkangx (12:15:21 AM): kan ada pas kalo ngga komuni pas doa ndiri2 gitu
xpembangkangx (12:15:26 AM): gw ngomong gini ama Dia
xpembangkangx (12:15:42 AM): "Heeee...udah lama nih kite kaga ngobrol di rumah Loe..
shinayo_imaginary (12:15:43 AM): eh loe katolik yak?
xpembangkangx (12:15:45 AM): iya
shinayo_imaginary (12:15:52 AM): gw kirain kresten...
shinayo_imaginary (12:15:53 AM): huehehe
shinayo_imaginary (12:15:56 AM): sama!
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:04 AM): gw ignatius nih gini2....
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:05 AM): huehehe
xpembangkangx (12:16:06 AM): gw kan biasanya ngobrolnya di tempat2 yang tak terkirakan
xpembangkangx (12:16:12 AM): heheheeheh
xpembangkangx (12:16:14 AM): hmm
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:14 AM): di?
xpembangkangx (12:16:16 AM): di wc
xpembangkangx (12:16:18 AM): di jalan
xpembangkangx (12:16:23 AM): di mana aja pokoknya
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:28 AM): ye elah...
xpembangkangx (12:16:35 AM): terus gw ngomong gini
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:37 AM): loe ngerasa ada yang jawab gituh?
xpembangkangx (12:16:43 AM): hmmm
xpembangkangx (12:16:48 AM): gw ndiri yang jawab
xpembangkangx (12:16:49 AM): hahaha
shinayo_imaginary (12:16:57 AM): hihi...
shinayo_imaginary (12:17:00 AM): gw juga gituh
shinayo_imaginary (12:17:08 AM): dual personality!!!
xpembangkangx (12:17:10 AM): terus ngga nih!
shinayo_imaginary (12:17:11 AM): hidup!!!

xpembangkangx (12:17:11 AM): hahahahahaah
shinayo_imaginary (12:17:15 AM): terus
xpembangkangx (12:17:20 AM): terus gw bilang aja
xpembangkangx (12:17:22 AM): "Tuhan
xpembangkangx (12:17:28 AM): gw sih ngga kayak orang2 disini
xpembangkangx (12:17:42 AM): mereka cuman nyembah2 lu ampe pingsan cuman disini
xpembangkangx (12:17:53 AM): masih mending gw doms...gw selalu ngobrol ama lu
xpembangkangx (12:18:08 AM): gw selalu bertrima kasih ama lu,tapi gw ngga pernah minta apa2 ama lu
xpembangkangx (12:18:17 AM): mending gw yang selalu keep in touch ama lu
shinayo_imaginary (12:18:23 AM): eh kalo tuhan gw mah gw namain pake nama tuhye
shinayo_imaginary (12:18:26 AM): huehehehe
xpembangkangx (12:18:45 AM): daripada orang2 ini yang keep in touch-nya cuman di rumah loe doang
xpembangkangx (12:18:56 AM): hehehe...ya udah ya...dadagh...amin"
xpembangkangx (12:18:57 AM): hehehe
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:00 AM): hihi
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:04 AM): loe lagi...
xpembangkangx (12:19:07 AM): apa?
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:12 AM): ade2 aja
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:19 AM): secara loe juga gituh dit!
xpembangkangx (12:19:22 AM):
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:24 AM): begok loe dit!
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:27 AM): hihi
xpembangkangx (12:19:28 AM): kita koq sama ye?
xpembangkangx (12:19:30 AM): hahahahaha
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:37 AM): yoeh...
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:50 AM): jadi gw berdoa tuh bisa sambil tengkyrep...
shinayo_imaginary (12:19:52 AM): huehe...
xpembangkangx (12:20:01 AM): sama
shinayo_imaginary (12:20:02 AM): ga musti menyilangkan beberapa jari ituh
xpembangkangx (12:20:08 AM): gw dulu seringnya di wc
xpembangkangx (12:20:09 AM): pagi2
xpembangkangx (12:20:11 AM): hahahaha


gw ma dia tuh banyak kesamaannya...kapan2 gw posting lagih! dadah...

die u insomnia die!!

cef ... yammering out of control at 3:50:00 a.m. ::



..:: to relieve pain is to create another pain ::..