About Me

>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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maandag, augustus 30, 2004

duh! udah kelabakan nyari hosting, eh dapet walopun kecil..
koq sekarang malah down lagi ya?
*meringis*
cariin hostingan (yang gratis) dunk..hiks...
ato menyerah pada geocities ya..?
huhu...

[update]
ini lagi..doneeh.com .. hiks...add link nggak bisa..
kasian si ario, yang udah mo mejeng di link gw jadi ketunda *pede*, harus nunggu gw niat ngeluarin smua link, terus gw jadiin manual...huaaaaaaaaahhh...berat sekali pekerjaanku... huks huks...
anjir nih hosting.miixcat..banyak blog nih yang bergantung...HUHUHU!!!
*mo tidur lagi*
[/update]

cef ... yammering out of control at 9:39:00 a.m. ::


zaterdag, augustus 28, 2004

i'm still a dreamer
stuck with myself all the time
can i go now?


don't make me beg
make me believe
it's no mistake
when i see
nothing belongs
to me now


take me out and show me
a future that sparkles and shines
i want to leave now

don't make me beg
make me believe
it's no mistake
when i see
nothing belongs
to me now


-club 8-

gue banget nih lagu saat ini..hiks...

cef ... yammering out of control at 12:01:00 a.m. ::


vrijdag, augustus 27, 2004

"Apa gunanya kalau kebenaran berdiri di hadapan saya, dingin dan telanjang. tidak peduli apakah saya mengenalinya atau tidak, dan malah membuat saya takut dan bukannya percaya?"

-kierkegaard-

cef ... yammering out of control at 4:49:00 p.m. ::


woensdag, augustus 25, 2004

ahihi...gue dah balik kemarin...hmm...nggak banyak kegiatan sih..
tapi yang pasti, mulai tanggal 28 esok, gue mulai berkegiatan rutin yang pasti..
hehehe..
ada yang pro, ada yang kontra (only fews know)
hehehe...ada yang bilang normal itu sux
ada yang bilang seneng gw balik normal...
haeiaehihaei... *brasaa gimanaaa gitu :P*

hihihi...tough and wild world...
here i come...!!

-You're my best friend in the world Just like me you don't do Anything you're told-


:P nyolong ya gw,pak! toh buat loe juga :P ... hihihi

cef ... yammering out of control at 12:29:00 a.m. ::


woensdag, augustus 04, 2004

Sunshine

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies


I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw


Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far


Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life

'Cos when you came you were my


Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far


You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me


Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..


lagunya untuk seseorang...
u know who u are..

cef ... yammering out of control at 2:39:00 a.m. ::



..:: to relieve pain is to create another pain ::..