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>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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zondag, april 24, 2005


people really should die on their happiest moment..
because regret always means nothing ......

cef ... yammering out of control at 8:00:00 p.m. ::


vrijdag, april 15, 2005

mp3 track - unwitten law - up all night.

sekarang gue mustinya sih ngerjain company profile-nya redrocket. coba diliat disini deh...mati gaya gitu gue pas donlot company profile-nya..anjir keren banget...gue mo bikin kayak gimana.huh... sampe skarang gue juga masih mati gaya. dari 2minggu yang lalu..hahahaha...padahal sabtu kemaren udah gw tetepin mau buat kayak gimana. tapi koq kayaknya pas ngeliat lagi nyali gue jadi ciut...anjing...hahahaha..gimana mo lulus gue ini? heh? sebal!

mp3 track - the rocking horse winner - miss you

koq udah ganti aja ini track? hmm...brati kecepatan ngetik gw skarang lama..hahaha..
gue mulei stress nih kuliah..yang tadinya fun fun aja..tapi koq lama2 fun-nya jadi nyebelin? kayak kemaren pas mata kuliah creative workshop. dosen gue bilang kalo tugas buat minggu depan itu FUN aja! tau nggak gue suruh bikin apaan? gue suruh bikin penggantinya lambang garuda indonesia..mending kalo cuman grafik aja.gue bisa nyari gambar...huehueheuhue...tapi ini disuruh bikin dummy-nya! anjrit! kalo nggak clay, kertas koran dibulet2...huhuhuhuhu...mana musti di cet pula! untung oom gue dulu pernah ngeles bikin kerajinan lempung..hohohoho...gw minta tolong bikinin aja..enak aja gue yang bikin...ahhahaha...orang kata dosen gue gini : yang penting ide kamu. mau yang ngerjain orang lain juga..hahaha..

mp3 track - Radiohead - creep (acoustic)

see? gue ngetik lama banget ya brati ya :P hueheuhuehe...padahal rata2 lagu itu kan 3ato4 menit sekian detik..huhuhuhu....oh iya. dosen gue juga dulu gitu. dia ngerjain cuman gambarnya doang. yang bikin dummy-nya dia suruh tukang..huhu..oh iya.kuliahan gue itu ttg design grafis. kalo ada yang belom tau. mungkin bingung kerjaan gue koq kayak kuli banget..hahaha..iya sumpa. kmaren aja gue bikin mokap(entah tulisannya gimana) majalah dari jam 5 sore sampe baru selesai jam setengah 1 malem. itu juga cuman setengah kerja. soalnya kmarennya udah gue taro artikel2nya tapi di tolak ma dosen gue..*menyumpahserapahdosengw* akhirnya gue balas dendam. gue ambil itu semua selebaran ABN-AMRO.. (gila, gue suruh bikin majalah abn-amro bingung nggak sih mau diisi apaan!!huh!!) jadinya covernya gue mirip2in..huahuahuahua....kata sodara gue sih bagus. tapi kmaren gue belom asistensi, soalnya males..huahuahua..lagian dianya begitu sih!

mp3 track - No Use For a Name - coming too close

ahaha..lagunya dia nih..gue embat taro di playlist..huehuehue...
mau nulis apaan lagi ya? hmmm...gue blank gini, sama sodara gue suruh bener2 lupain tugas..oh iya, udah ada yang pernah baca buku "How To Get Ideas" ? itu buku keren banget..maksudnya..bukan kek buku motivasi biasa..jadi dia ngambil dari quote2 para orang terkenal, kayak oscar wilde, baudelaire, sartre, rosseau, bahkan sampe sinatra..hehehe..
keren gini bukunya!! sumpah!! huhuhuhu...
hmmm..keknya gue udah kelamaan..musti ngerjain nih..hiks hiks...
(minjem buku how to get ideas, tapi nggak dapet2 ide pas mo bikin tugas. sama aja boong kalik ya :P heuheuheuhue)

cef ... yammering out of control at 5:45:00 p.m. ::


vrijdag, april 08, 2005

silent sun

the bushes embraces her charm

as i awoke in the day time

she was along the way to my dreams

knocking rough on a shielded window

and slowly pass it to the eyes of mine


wilt of flowers turns light to grey

decompose my sun and trample my great

but who are the one who cannot wait..

it is she, who has morose deeply in vain

the bound of empty words they oftenly say

drifter ways that sickly faded away

my time is not long as the endless boon

but may i wait you forever so i'll gain the charm of moon


im not ignore you who beg my words

but the lame of me is not the lame of words

but fog of u and me that will slowly burst

oh please drink the wine and stop your blind

the stars arent create just for your eyes

dim of rhyme had dim the skies

and will u stop slipped if you really want to reach
the stars


from him ....dulu!

cef ... yammering out of control at 9:55:00 p.m. ::



..:: to relieve pain is to create another pain ::..