About Me

>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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zaterdag, januari 14, 2006

just got so EXTREMELY bored, so i did a copy-paste from friendster's bulletin board.
huhuhu... nggak penting banget sih yah ? tapi apa boleh buat dong ?
kerjain tugas juga, males. malah ngerjain ginian (dilema-nya nggak brubah-brubah dari dulu !)

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET
IT?
+ oh banyak. biasanya karena sedang sedang saja.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
+ still nothing

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK
LIKE?
+ like a motorola v3 with vertical stripes

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
+ lagi nyeleweng ! saya sedang suka yang
ber-ambience riaaa... huks huks. trip-hop ?
mungkin itu kata yang tepat.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE
BORN?
+ dunno

6. WHAT DO U WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING
RIGHT NOW?
+ him. hiks..

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
+ his existence

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
+ him. and my bestfriends.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
+ something fresh. or something like his smell.
aw! miss you so much !

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
+ sometimes, like i want to break all the walls
yang sebegitu deketnya sama badan, sampe2 nggak
bisa meregangkan diri. bukan takut sih, cenderung sebal !

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
+ depends on where am i.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
COLOGNE/PERFUME?
+ kenzo yang sudah sedang akan sekarat (nah lho?)

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
+ like his :P

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING
PROPOSED TO AT?
+ hum hum... dimana aja oke.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
+ coffee !! coffee is an energy drinks !

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
+ nggak sebegitunya sama pizza thingy.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT
NOW,WHAT WOULD IT BE?
+ dunno, i'm stuffed.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE
MAD?
+ my mum.

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
+ no :P

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE
EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
+ a kiss ! :P

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING
THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
+ maybe.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH
THEY MEAN TO YOU?
+ be the best !

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A
HUNDRED:
+ 6 and 16 !

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
+ brunettes

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
+ nomernya eat :))

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
+ anything that annoying :))

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S?
+ yeah, hey, you know something funny ? i never
been to u.s :))

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
+ humm...... didnt like changes

36. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
+ jakarta

37. FIRST JOB?
+ graphic designer merangkap copywriter dan
penerjemah.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
+ nope

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE
YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
+ sms eat

40.IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY
WHAT WOULD IT BE?
+ no no no. i like to watch people who suffer from
plastic surgery and i dont want to watch my self
suffer :P

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
+ menunggu bosan ?

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED
ABOUT MOST?
+ ahahahaha.... nggak ada. paling kerjaan dada.
itupun cuman dapet 4 favorit ?

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL
BECAME ILLEGAL?
+ wah, bingung ! soalnya dia suka sekali.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR NEXT
BIRTHDAY?
+ him him him. and always him !

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
+ dunno, kalo sudah bisa mengesampingkan doktrin
si bapakke deh. tapi itu entahpun berapa.

46. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL
PHONE?
+ 154. huhu.

47. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
+ kalo inget aja.

48. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER
THESE QUESTIONS?
+ iis mungkin :)) ato entah ? icu !!

49. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER
THESE QUESTIONS?
+ desiree ! :)):)):)) ya kan ?

50. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
+ dadaism-nya elger dietmar !

(lagi)

1.wat song are you listening?
+ godfrapp - utopia

2.what are you waiting for?
+ his arrival !

3.do you wish to dye your hair?
+ nope

4.do you like sports?
+ nggak, kalo berjalan lain ceritanya :P

5.chocolates or vanilla?
+ coffee !

6.punk or goth?
+ punk *malu malu*

7.do you like babies?
+ yep

8.what are your feelings ryt now?
+ mau kerja tugas ah ! sedikit meleset dari jadwal
sih. kecepetan :P

9.whom are you with right now?
+ alone

10.what was the last thing you asked someone
to do?
+ pinjemin buku dong, malu nih :P

11.what did you do for the last few hours?
+ barusan sih abis poo poo

12.last testi from?
+ tanti ya ?

13.last testi you sent to?
+ lupa dey

14.what are you wearing?
+ baju tidur

15.what's on your wall?
+ nothing

16.what are your plans for tomorrow?
+ kerjain tugas. :D mumpung semangat !

17.beer or tap water?
+ secara tap water disini tida sehat, mungkin saya
pilih beer

18.pink or blue?
+ blue !

19.do you like cookies?
+ lumayan. tapi yang lembek ya. kalo keras kek
famous amous, nggak suka.

20.how many dark secrets do you have?
+ sedikit

21.what's in your trash can?
+ dunno..

22.do you miss someone?
+ yes, very much indeed

23.spring or summer?
+ spring

24.turn to your left. What do you see?
+ tulisan minimalis ala gw dengan tulisan "do you
think an edvertisement can sell, if nobody can
read it ? you cannot save souls in an empty
church. - david ogilvy"

25.if I asked you to go to the kitchen right now
what would you get?
+ nothing maybe

26.have you ridden a horse?
+ maybe

27.do you believe in love at first sight?
+ i believe like at first sight :P

28.what's on your table?
+ banyak buku2 dan cd

29.favourite website(s)
+ frenster ? :))

30.whom are you online with?
+ mawski

32.fave channel(s)
+ trans tv mungkin kalok sekarang

33.which phone do you like to own?
+ nokia 6600 lagi :(

34.what time is it?
+ 11:47 pm

35.what day is today?
+ masih saptuk

36.last movie you've seen?
+ The Edukators. keren lho ! keren !!

37.do you like it?
+ iyaaaaa !!!

38.are you sitting anywhere near a window?
+ nope.

39.are you wearing any accessories right now?
+ yeap. gelang yang tidak berbentuk gelang.

40.do you wear make-up?
+ nope.

41.how was yesterday?
+ keren !

42.how was today ?
+ biasa aja.

43.do you like your school?
+ try to :)

44.if you have one wish , what would it be ?
+ i wish i lived in a photo.

(dan lagi)

::Masa lalu::
Waktu kecil mau jadi apa?
> Guru TK

Kesampean ngga?
> nope

Pernah ke Paris?
> nope

Pernah jatuh dari tangga?
> nope

Kalo jatuh cinta?
> yeap

Masa lalu yang paling indah buat kamu?
> jogja Nov 22 - Dec 17

Kalo bisa balik ke masa lalu, kamu mau balik
kemana?
> ke jogja, saat pertama kali bertemu :)

Pernah putus sama orang yang masih lo sayang?
> nope

Pernah minum sampe mabuk?
> yeap

Pernah dikhianatin temen?
> yeap

Sayang sama orang yang ternyata sayang ama
orang lain, rasanya gimana?
> wah wah wah.. kacau. hahahahhaha

Dia tau ga kamu sayang ama dia?
> siapa ?

Kalo bisa ketemu ama 1 orang dari masa lalu, mo
ketemu siapa?
> none keknya sih..

::Sekarang::

Lagi dimana ?
> rumah

Pengen kemana?
> manadok ? :P

Lagi nungguin sesuatu?
> yep. ngumpulin niat untuk segera mandi. dingin2
gini kan enaknya minum kopi, bukan mandi !

Udah kerja belum?
> pernah

Lagi kangen ngga?
> heeh

Apa yang kamu rasain sekarang?
> aga bt pas dgr dia gak beli sekarang, tapi udah
nggak bete lagi, toh dia bakal kesini kan ?

Lagu yang kamu dengerin sekarang?
> goldfrapp - paperback .. huks huks

Pengen ngobrol ama siapa?
> icuuuuuu !! kau meninggalkankuuu !!!

Mau ngomongin apa?
> sinetron !

Kira-kira mau call dia ngga abis ini?
> nggak koq. sms aja cukup *oportunis dikit donk ah !*

Dia bakal sms kamu ngga ya hari ini?
> mungkin. itu kegiatan pasti kami koq.. hahaha

::Masa depan::

Apa yang kamu lakukan besok pagi?
> masih tidur kali

Mau sarapan apa?
> nggak pernah sarapan. makan siang langsung koq.

10 taun lagi kamu bakal seperti apa?
> entah ya ? hidup saya masih bergejolak, sebentar
pengin ini, sebentar pengin itu. huhu.. nggak ada
rencana. yang pasti, saya mau BAHAGIA !

Kamu bakal tinggal dimana?
> anywhere but here ! :)

Siapa kira-kira jodoh kamu?
> entah ya

Kamu bakal punya mobil warna apa?
> ijo entah tapi yang apa ijo-nya :P saya lagi
sukak ijo tuak.

Bakal punya cewe orang mana?
> wah, belum kepikiran untuk beloQ tuh sayanyah, mas.

Nikah pake adat apa?
> entah ya

Pengen punya anak berapa?
> duh.. anak ya ? duh..

::Kapan::

mau menikah?
> entah ya, kalok udah bisa membuang doktrin si
desiree deh.

terakhir kamu beribadah?
> 2 tahun yang lalu, di gereja pas natalan.

terakhir makan di resto?
> pas ultah nyokap.

terakhir ke dokter gigi?
> desember. entah tgl brapa, dengan si dokter
ngomentarin pertandingan pingpong antara singapur
dengan indonesa. huhu..

terakhir ngerasa bingung?
> skarang lagi biingung, mikir kapan terakhir kali
bingung.

mau ngajak pacar makan malem?
> ayok !

terakhir difoto?
> difoto ya ? entah

terakhir ketemu calon mertua?
> mei 22 (udah jadi calon gituh ?)

terakhir ngumpul sama temen2 kamu?
> oktober, sama uci ma desiree (itulah, teman saya
cuman 2 itu)

terakhir dapet kado?
> engggggggggg.......

Terakhir liburan?
> kemarin rabu....

:P udah deh. nggak penting banget postingan kali ini. cuman mau menuh-menuh-in bagian "lost memories" aja sih :P abisnya masih belom ada bulan januari 2006-nya. huhuhu...

anyway, selamat tahun baru, semoga tahun yang baru ini tidak menyulitkan, ya ?

cef ... yammering out of control at 11:39:00 p.m. ::



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