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>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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donderdag, december 07, 2006 ~ sebuah surat dari teman lama

Subject : humpf
From: ~drownbloods
Date: Oct 13, 2006, 2:16:26 PM

i miss you..
i miss the old day
lots of things been changing eh?
i only got 2 years left till i finally step into the real world of grown-up..
can you imagine when you meet me 2 years latter from now..
you'll meet me as lawyer working 12 hours a day..driving a fancy car..and always hanging out with dirty politician or bussines men..
by that time came..then i meet you..still as the same person as i met you in the very first time..i will be envy you..

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nggak tau kenapa, hari ini pas baca jadi sedih sendiri (ini gue belom berangkat kerja. makanya, kalo kerja trus tinggal sama yang punya tuh begini jadinya. berangkatnya acak adut. haha)
terus pas lagi ngubrak ngabrik devArt. kebaca lagi tulisan doi.
huhuhu...

kenalannya sama doi dulu, nggak enak. hahaha..
mana ada kenalan enak kalo tiba-tiba pertama kali ngomong sama gue di y!M doi langsung ngomong
"i hate you"

tapi nggak tau gimana, kami jadi sering ketemu dan jadinya temenan.
mungkin karena faktor, doi tinggal di blokem (yang entah sebelah mana) dan gue nguliah di blokem. iya, digital studio itu. ahuhu..

sedihnya mungkin karena dulu itu gue kalo cabut kuliah, nongkrongnya di olala yang sebrangan persis sama kampus gw. dan ada doi. huhu..
terus entah kenapa, kita nggak pernah ketemuan lagi (yang pasti bukan karena gue jadi rajin dan nggak pernah bolos kuliah.) ahahaha... begitulah.

yang bikin gue sedih barusan (dan pas pertama kali baca mesej doi) itu.
kata-katanya doi yang :
"can you imagine when you meet me 2 years latter from now..
you'll meet me as lawyer working 12 hours a day..driving a fancy car..and always hanging out with dirty politician or bussines men..
by that time came..then i meet you..still as the same person as i met you in the very first time..i will be envy you.. "


ya yang pasti sedihnya di situlah. nggak tau kenapa.

time flies, time dies ?
mungkin...

hm..

cef ... yammering out of control at 3:45:00 p.m. ::



..:: to relieve pain is to create another pain ::..