About Me

>> kata tarot saya, saya itu:

Anxiety, sleepless night, spite and slander which undermine confidence. Suffering that is for eventual good such as putting up with painful treatment in order to get better. Female health problems, and possibly self-punishment and guilt.

dan agaknya tarot saya sudah kenal saya :)

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dinsdag, november 27, 2007 ~ a moment of blah !

the thing is, i right now had 3 different source that'll made me sleep in my body ? brain ? i dont know where they goes, and i still cant sleep. yeah, i need someone to talk to and the great thing is, i want to talk to no one, and im easily pissed off right now. and i dont know ? thank god nobody's online ? or what the hell in the world so nobody's online ? im really in such an ambigous feeling right now. and im good at writing it, so dont be bored or judge me a pity person, i just dont know what to write about. so dont write it cause nobody's going to read it ? yeah, maybe its a good thing, since im just rambling about medicines and cant get to sleep. ah, what the heck, i'll leave you in peace now.

and heck, i desperately need to go out and take some pictures, but when i see my neighborhood and thinking there arent good place left in jakarta, i feel like to stay inside my room rightaway. see ? ambigous. fuck. ciao.

cef ... yammering out of control at 4:40:00 a.m. ::


zondag, november 25, 2007 ~ planet awesome

just finished watching 3 movies, i'm reed fish, waitress, and planet terror. and none of them are suck. well, at least until now, the fuckin zombie i am now, im still confused, which one im gonna play it back. and damn, how long since i've been seeing good movies :) i think thats fair enough. it's 5 to 6 in the morning, and im doped, and yeah, ready to sleep.

good morning, world :)
morning is in, im out.

yeah, i'll write here everyday, but nothing will important :P oh well, get used to it will ya ? :D

cef ... yammering out of control at 5:49:00 a.m. ::


vrijdag, november 23, 2007 ~ kinda. sort of. blah

im kinda back. sort of.
just want to tell you, one thing, folks.
don't ever cut your hair, under any influence (im talking about drugs of choice or drinks)

this, happenned to me.

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damn, it'll be long enough, until it grew back !!

cef ... yammering out of control at 9:38:00 p.m. ::



..:: to relieve pain is to create another pain ::..